I don't want to sit on Minami's lap as she broaches the realm of femdom, teasing me with her chocolate, shyly feeling around to see if it's safe to go on. I don't want her to escalate and give me a smile
with a glint of wickedness. I don't want her to keep pushing, verbally degrading me, calling me her dog, forgetting to add the "just kidding!" at the end. I don't want to submit to her and turn my head, turning a lap pillow experience into a honest effort to please her. I don't want to feel her legs around me, tightening as the feeling grows stronger. This is not the Minami that I like.